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So this weekend had it's ups and downs. We lost on Friday night against Lake Howell. We played our butts off in the end but we just didn't catch up. I thought we did pretty good and I love my lax girls! I'm still crushin', it's so much fun. I haven't liked anyone like this in a while and I get all giddy...I'm such a little girl. I missed being like this. LOL On Saturday I got to hang out w/ some ppl that I never had before and I had a blast. We had so much fun! We need to do it again! Today was a chill day. I went to church and then shopping w/ my mommy. I was looking for PROM dresses but Tina yelled at me and said that she would never talk to me if I bought it w/out her. She's crazy..j/k I LOVE YA! I'm havin' some friend problems today. I want my best friend to talk to me but she doesn't want to. I dunno what to do. I just want her to know that I love her and am there for her always. You can talk to me about anything, I don't care what it is, I won't judge or anything. I LOVE YOU! I decided that I subconciously paint my toenails to my mood. Before it was like a copper color because I wanted to feel mature and serious. Now they're freakin' bright PINK!!! Because I realized today that I'm 18 and I'm leaving soon, I just wanna have fun!!! I'm tired of all the drama and bull shit. I just wanna live up my last few high school months, because I def. wanna not have any regrets from this experience. Atl. trip is in 3 weeks...how excited am I?!?!? I can't wait!!!! Then after that it's PROM. I'm excited...I'm date-less but I'm over it, I'm gonna go and have fun w/ my friends. But it would be nice to have one..I'm working on it, but if it doesn't happen, it's alright, I'll live. Well I have to write an essay and am clueless on what to say.