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i am going to see my chemical romance with lin'an on oct 21 at umbc. we're going to take melissa, it will be her first concert. how cute right? we're gonna dress goth/punky/emo. it'll be great. im excited. i was watching the biggest loser today, weight loss reality show and GOD DAMN those people are fat. the girls are pretty but are HUGE. like how do you get to that stage in life. like im uncomfortable, i could only imagine at that level of obesity. i was jealous i must say, they lost 20 lbs in a week, if i lost 20lbs, i'd be straight. shit i'd love to lose 5 lbs a week. but no, i love my plateaus cause i dont work hard enough for my goals. oh well, i promised myself an mp3 player if i lost 15 lbs. i've lost 5 of it, i need another 10. i mean 20 would be cool, but we're shooting for 15. i'll get the ipod nano in black, cause its new and that means no one will have it cause they all got minis. mwahaha, gotta be one step up from the crowd. so i want jeans, like a great pair of jeans that when i wear 'em i say, hot damn, i look great. i have a problem with all my current pairs. im ready to drop $88 on a pair of jcrew jeans because i figure, if i'm happy, its well worth the investment. but before i run off to the mall, i thought, maybe i should lose that weight and then buy the jeans. yeah, i think that's what i'll do. now that i've bored you with my matters, off to bed i say.