Gotta Love Family
I finally doing better after about a week
I found out about three hours after the prom and it wasn't untill friday that i really started to feel better I was supposed to go visit him on thursday or friday before the prom but i didn't because i was to busy getting my hair and nails done for the stupid prom and then i was at the prom having the time of my life while he died i cant get that out of my head.........i never got to say goodbye
thats probably why i cried for like the entire first hour of the wake then there was just nothing left in me then after the wake we went next door to my cousins house and had pizza and what ever they had in their house lol then went home to sleep a little the funeral on wenesday was really hard too cried SOOOO much the precession had a police escort which was nice and my uncle steve did the two readings then jill read a poem that she wrote herself and it made everyone cry so much cuz it was so beautiful which sounds kinda corny but it was then we went to the cemetary and that was really hard then back to my nanas house around 12-12:30 and most people started leaving around 7 it was nice to just hang out with all my cousins and stuff considering we dont do it that often we ate alot the house was catered by sylvan street grill and henrys for desert cuz my uncles dad owns sylvan street or something like that and we watched home movies it was great
then i got home and found out about what was happening at school and my mom said we couldn't go on thursday...but i think i kinda needed the day anyway just to try to get back to myself
tomorrow the fam is all going to my aunt Diane's house for a big mothers day cook out even though its gonna rain alot because today aould have been my grandpas b-day and tomorrow would have been their anniversary so its still really hard for my nana to handle
Gotta Love Family
you never know how long they have left
RIP and Happy Birthday Gandpa love you and miss you
<3 Lyn
I found out about three hours after the prom and it wasn't untill friday that i really started to feel better I was supposed to go visit him on thursday or friday before the prom but i didn't because i was to busy getting my hair and nails done for the stupid prom and then i was at the prom having the time of my life while he died i cant get that out of my head.........i never got to say goodbye
thats probably why i cried for like the entire first hour of the wake then there was just nothing left in me then after the wake we went next door to my cousins house and had pizza and what ever they had in their house lol then went home to sleep a little the funeral on wenesday was really hard too cried SOOOO much the precession had a police escort which was nice and my uncle steve did the two readings then jill read a poem that she wrote herself and it made everyone cry so much cuz it was so beautiful which sounds kinda corny but it was then we went to the cemetary and that was really hard then back to my nanas house around 12-12:30 and most people started leaving around 7 it was nice to just hang out with all my cousins and stuff considering we dont do it that often we ate alot the house was catered by sylvan street grill and henrys for desert cuz my uncles dad owns sylvan street or something like that and we watched home movies it was great
then i got home and found out about what was happening at school and my mom said we couldn't go on thursday...but i think i kinda needed the day anyway just to try to get back to myself
tomorrow the fam is all going to my aunt Diane's house for a big mothers day cook out even though its gonna rain alot because today aould have been my grandpas b-day and tomorrow would have been their anniversary so its still really hard for my nana to handle
Gotta Love Family
you never know how long they have left
RIP and Happy Birthday Gandpa love you and miss you
<3 Lyn