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i want to be like e e cummings (coincidentally elliot cummings... weird, huh?) and not capitalize the right way. capitalization is overrated anyway. my life is really boring right now. i have to apply to governor's school, and i do want to get in so i can get scholarships because we are hella poor, but i want to go to ashokan :( big dilemma. did i spell that right?
the school i want to go to costs about $40,000 a year (that's including room and board, etc.). i prally won't get in anyway, but i reeeeeally want to go, so imma practice my arse off and maybeeee get into gov school and maybeeee get to go there! yay! i was telling some people at my orchestra about how i wanted to apply to peabody and this one girl (meanie) was like, do you actually think you're gonna get in? i had to say no or else i would've sounded really pompous and full of myself, but it's making me sad. am i really that irrational? (don't say yes or i will chase you with a placenta.)
the school i want to go to costs about $40,000 a year (that's including room and board, etc.). i prally won't get in anyway, but i reeeeeally want to go, so imma practice my arse off and maybeeee get into gov school and maybeeee get to go there! yay! i was telling some people at my orchestra about how i wanted to apply to peabody and this one girl (meanie) was like, do you actually think you're gonna get in? i had to say no or else i would've sounded really pompous and full of myself, but it's making me sad. am i really that irrational? (don't say yes or i will chase you with a placenta.)