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well lets try this agian lol i'll have to leave some out this time because im just too lazy lol Today rocked went to kates and had a great time watched some people catch some fish then kate and rebecca "accidently" tipped the boat and lost kate's shorts with her car key in it lol hope that didn't get in too much trouble and we watched an awesome movie (napolean dynamite) lol i love it makes me giggle...and we all cleared out by 7:30 but i think her mom was mad we stayed so late...lol opps...
Thought about the past today it kinda made me sad i cried a little...maybe a lot lol but i realized that i've learned alot and had a bunch of good times...and everything has turned out pertty well in the end so...i know that in 3 years this story and 3 bucks will buy me a cup of coffee so you know...just the usual 17 year old girl crap haha however I do have to admit i miss some people
60 complete days until graduation and that really leaves my emotions in shambles i'm not sure how to feel i'm really sad because I know that when i walk out of the high school there will be people who I will never speak to again there will be people who have been important to me who will no longer have a major role in my life nor will I in theirs and i'm sad because i know that i will be leaving a great school with wonderful staff who really do care about their students and a great town where I am well known and taken care of but i'm excited and nervous bc I know that i'm going to a great place where I will make strong and more meaningful relationships with memories that will last forever and I will be learning things that this place and these people could never teach me and for once i'm finally going to be on my own as scarey as that may be.....I guess its just time to grow up...it really is the begining of the end...and I have to admit i'm very very scared...
wow this entry was longer than I imagined it would be.. i've never had a real problem making friends in new places but i'm very nervous because its been a long time since i've had to...alright guys i'm going to stop boring you now lol