people always take a step away from what is true...thats why i like you around...i want you
so our begging and "putting our foot down" did not amount to much...the testing HAD to be done within these 2 weeks so needless to say i am pissed...been working from like 7am most days staying till like 8pm or 9pm...taking car service everywhere...am exhausted...next week more of the same plus the staff appreciation crap on top of it...oh well at least im getting overtime :)
i am getting some awesome return on my taxes so i will be able to pay for my ticket to the motherland as well as save about a grand for my appartment...yay! next year is looking promising since i will also have a bonus in december which i can put towards an appartment...i is excited!
I have been incredibly happy recently...just by saying this i have probably jinxed it so i will not say anything else...but :)
things to look forward to:
*tonight :)
*this weekend with ashley
*bamboozle with ashley/hotel time with ashley and possibly amanda
*warm weather => the park!
*the beach!
*the motherland in july
*FINALLY GETTING A KITTEN when i return from the motherland <3
2 more hours left of work...cannot wait!
I'm packed and I'm holding,
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden and
she lives for me, She says she lives for me,
Ovation, She's got her own motivation,
she comes round and she goes down on me,
And I make her smile, It's like a drug for you,
Do ever what you want to do,
Coming over you,
Keep on smiling,
what we go through.
One stop to the rhythm that divides you,
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse,
Chop another line like a coda with a curse,
And I come on like a freak show takes the stage.
We give them the games we play, she said,
I want something else, to get me through this,
Semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say, Good-bye.
The sky it was gold, it was rose,
I was taking sips of it through my nose,
And I wish I could get back there,
Some place back there,
Smiling in the pictures you would take,
Doing crystal myth,
Will lift you up until you break,
It won't stop,
I won't come down, I keep stock,
With a tick tock rhythm and a bump for the drop,
And then I bumped up. I took the hit I was given,
Then I bumped again,
And then I bumped again.
How do I get back there to,
The place where I fell asleep inside you?
How do I get myself back to,
The place where you said,
I want something else to get me through this,
semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say, good-bye,
I believe in the sand beneath my toes,
The beach gives a feeling,
An earthy feeling,
I believe in the faith that grows,
And the four right chords can make me cry,
When I'm with you I feel like I could die.
And that would be all right,
All right, When the plane came in,
She said she was crashing,
The velvet it rips,
In the city we tripped,
On the urge to feel alive,
But now I'm struggling to survive,
The days you were wearing,
That velvet dress,
You're the priestess,
must confess,
Those little red panties,
They pass the test,
Slide up around the belly,
Face down on the mattress,
One,
Now you hold me,
And we're broken.
Still it's all that I want to do.
Feel myself with a head made of the ground,
I'm scared but I'm not coming down.
And I won't run for my life,
She's got her jaws just locked now in smile
but nothing is all right,
All right, I want something else,
To get me through this,
Semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say,
good-bye.