Here we go again
Meh. another one of those days. Everything just feels shit at the moment. Had my last night on the south channel the other night, so sad to leave them. One of the girls who's on leave even rung up and went 'WTF DONT LEAVE US'... made me feel good, but yus, I'm missing them.
My counsins booked a trip, but they were dates I couldn't get leave for, and they're going to Hawaii. I'm so fucked off. I really need a holiday. Guess that's what I get for having no actual friends to go on a holiday with. Meh. Fucking hell.
So, no holiday, shit week coming up at work, noone to talk to. I'm just not really feeling life at the moment. It's all lame and bullshit and i'm over it. Sometimes, you just need something to go your way. I'm waiting, universe.
I'm just so frustrated at everything. Why cant I be a NORMAL person, that has friends, who I can go out with, and go on holiday with, instead of needing my family for that shit all the time. I suck.
My counsins booked a trip, but they were dates I couldn't get leave for, and they're going to Hawaii. I'm so fucked off. I really need a holiday. Guess that's what I get for having no actual friends to go on a holiday with. Meh. Fucking hell.
So, no holiday, shit week coming up at work, noone to talk to. I'm just not really feeling life at the moment. It's all lame and bullshit and i'm over it. Sometimes, you just need something to go your way. I'm waiting, universe.
I'm just so frustrated at everything. Why cant I be a NORMAL person, that has friends, who I can go out with, and go on holiday with, instead of needing my family for that shit all the time. I suck.