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oh lady
i miss your soul
and i miss you so
more than you could ever even know
theres all these rhymin words
but not a word in the world
to say how much i miss you
for its late at night
when these thoughts hit
when im trying to deal with the reality
of the fact that youre missing
not from my heart
or from my mind
never girl, never
but that ever sweet presence
what i wouldnt give
to have a hug from you
you dont understand
i close my eyes
and i can see you
right in front of me
tell me
if youre so close
why cant i touch you
why are you so far away?
theres no words
you never know about this shit
about the pain
until its too late
it was never meant
to hurt this much
i never expected it
it slapped me in the face
as you would say
like a cold piece of shit
im so thankful
my dear
that youve brought so many
so close to me
your family is now mine
but goddamnit
my darling
i just want to see you one last time
x
RIP my babydoll michelle, i never knew what i had, til it was fucking too late, 1 year, 3 months, 18 days. feels like yesterday. show me peace, like you always showed me love?
x
i miss your soul
and i miss you so
more than you could ever even know
theres all these rhymin words
but not a word in the world
to say how much i miss you
for its late at night
when these thoughts hit
when im trying to deal with the reality
of the fact that youre missing
not from my heart
or from my mind
never girl, never
but that ever sweet presence
what i wouldnt give
to have a hug from you
you dont understand
i close my eyes
and i can see you
right in front of me
tell me
if youre so close
why cant i touch you
why are you so far away?
theres no words
you never know about this shit
about the pain
until its too late
it was never meant
to hurt this much
i never expected it
it slapped me in the face
as you would say
like a cold piece of shit
im so thankful
my dear
that youve brought so many
so close to me
your family is now mine
but goddamnit
my darling
i just want to see you one last time
x
RIP my babydoll michelle, i never knew what i had, til it was fucking too late, 1 year, 3 months, 18 days. feels like yesterday. show me peace, like you always showed me love?
x