ok
so we all have to hit rock bottom in order to make our way back up to the surface right?
...
right?
..oh..some of you just know how to swim...
cute.
so ive been super stressed and super freaking out and feeling super pressured and super clueless and probably depressed
but my solitude has been slowly curing me of this. and i love it.
(it feels like its been forever since ive slept alone or been home alone etc)
(on a side note- i shouldve already known this but aparently im way more private and a loner than i thought, or more so thought and i hate living with people..ill hang out with peeps 24/7 but when i leave to go to my living space i dont want you there. or 6 other people who cant wash a fucking dish or throw out molding food cuz they have guests)
ANYWAY
the point livejournal is that I spent all day trying to figure out my life, reading SDN posts, reading school websites etc.
Ive come to the conclusion that
1)no MD school is going to accept me without a lot more work put into my app
2)Out of the 8 D.O. schools I want to apply to, I have a really good feeling about two of them. and they are both the same school but in diff locations (PA and FL) hopefully these apps will work out
3) if MD and DO dont work out, I am also applying to Barry University (miami-ugh) for thier one year program to get my masters in biomedical sciences. which they say enhances med school apps and they have liek an 80% rate of students who get thier masters also get into med school afterward.
4)worst case- i live in miami for one year and get a masters degree in which case i can do..something with.
ok. so..waiting game... still.
ps. volunteering at comer childrens hospital is real fun. so far ive played pool, guitar hero and with a younger kid random toys etc... this is my first week and ive done 11 hours..
my personal goal is 200 they ask for 100 but im only here till april suckas.
where to next? this doesnt seem as complicated as it was today in my head figuring it all out.. man do ineed a guidance counselor/advisor or what. jesus.
ps- best christmas ever.
...
right?
..oh..some of you just know how to swim...
cute.
so ive been super stressed and super freaking out and feeling super pressured and super clueless and probably depressed
but my solitude has been slowly curing me of this. and i love it.
(it feels like its been forever since ive slept alone or been home alone etc)
(on a side note- i shouldve already known this but aparently im way more private and a loner than i thought, or more so thought and i hate living with people..ill hang out with peeps 24/7 but when i leave to go to my living space i dont want you there. or 6 other people who cant wash a fucking dish or throw out molding food cuz they have guests)
ANYWAY
the point livejournal is that I spent all day trying to figure out my life, reading SDN posts, reading school websites etc.
Ive come to the conclusion that
1)no MD school is going to accept me without a lot more work put into my app
2)Out of the 8 D.O. schools I want to apply to, I have a really good feeling about two of them. and they are both the same school but in diff locations (PA and FL) hopefully these apps will work out
3) if MD and DO dont work out, I am also applying to Barry University (miami-ugh) for thier one year program to get my masters in biomedical sciences. which they say enhances med school apps and they have liek an 80% rate of students who get thier masters also get into med school afterward.
4)worst case- i live in miami for one year and get a masters degree in which case i can do..something with.
ok. so..waiting game... still.
ps. volunteering at comer childrens hospital is real fun. so far ive played pool, guitar hero and with a younger kid random toys etc... this is my first week and ive done 11 hours..
my personal goal is 200 they ask for 100 but im only here till april suckas.
where to next? this doesnt seem as complicated as it was today in my head figuring it all out.. man do ineed a guidance counselor/advisor or what. jesus.
ps- best christmas ever.