Mar 11, 2005 09:39
I don't know how to describe the way I have been feeling for the past week. I have been really down. I don't understand. I have no right to feel like this. I should be excited and happy with where I am in my life.
Having Brandon in my life is making me nervous. I don't know what to do. He's very quiet around me. I don't know if he is nervous to be around me, maybe since I did my hair differently he doesn't find me attractive, or I'm just over reacting. This for some reason have made me very selfconscious about everything I do. I'm tying to think that this will all fall into place, and it will all be okay. Maybe...
I'm overreacting