Nightmares spiraling in my Head
I started my 2nd job at the smoke shop yesterday. I have to say it's really laid back...too laid back for me. There was absolutely nothing to do. The incense gave me a headache. I love the smoke shop dearly and I will always be a regular, but it's not for me. You know what I sold yesterday? Oil pipes. For those of you who don't know what those are used for, they are for Meth and all that live ruining shit. Oil pipes are the ONLY things I sold yesterday, in the 5 hours I was there. I don't want to know who's using. It haunted me all night.I couldn't sleep. All I could see when I closed my eyes were ppl smoking meth and crack. I had flash backs to my parents using. Nothing but nightmares. You have no Idea about how much I despise people who use.You fuck up yourself and everyone around you. That's why I don't think I'm gonna work there. Just bad memories.