UPDATE
Just to let everyone know. I am currently not talking to brian because he has treated me like shit for WAY too long. I am tired of it, and when he matures and gets the balls up to appologize and actually come to be instead of having me always be the one to fix things, then i will become civil. This is a long story so I wont get into it, just know that he has hurt me once again, and I wont taake it anymore. Its either a honest friendship, a Honest relationship, or NOTHING. Im not going to play games, being strung along and having my heart torn apart.
ALSO, I went to the infirmory and they said My liver is failing, and I have a Kidney and Bladder infection. Isn't that fun. They said I should check intot he hospital btu I dont care anymore. this pain is nothign compared to the shit Ih ave been thru. I will bounce back I always do. And if i dont, who will really miss me??? a bunch of girls. Im not loved by anyone bois do nothing but hurt me, and my girl friends cant satisfy my need for love. so yeah,
and for now, I guess thats goodbye. Comment if you want, Im just gonna tell you that I really dont care what anyone puts in here. so yeah, I will read it, but dont think you can influence me. My heart is cold and my Soul is gone.
ALSO, I went to the infirmory and they said My liver is failing, and I have a Kidney and Bladder infection. Isn't that fun. They said I should check intot he hospital btu I dont care anymore. this pain is nothign compared to the shit Ih ave been thru. I will bounce back I always do. And if i dont, who will really miss me??? a bunch of girls. Im not loved by anyone bois do nothing but hurt me, and my girl friends cant satisfy my need for love. so yeah,
and for now, I guess thats goodbye. Comment if you want, Im just gonna tell you that I really dont care what anyone puts in here. so yeah, I will read it, but dont think you can influence me. My heart is cold and my Soul is gone.