Life is a beach.
I got my first apartment today! It's really cute! Tiny, 1 bed, 1 bathroom, a cute kitchen and a pretty good sized living room. I have tons of storage and the tub has jets...yay! But the best part is my front yard. Because it's the ocean. Yup. I'm living ON the beach. I have been trying to get a place near the beaches for as long as I can remember and I was even cool with settling for something across beach blvd or even near marsh landing. Hard work and patience finally paid off in the end!!! It's in my budget completely and it's so much more than I expected. I have never been so excited for anything in my life! My arms won't even stop shaking as I type this. I know you're here in Jacksonville now and I can't help but wonder if it's a sign that the weekend you move here I just so happen to find the perfect place. I know you moved here for her...but I miss you still and I'm ready for you to come back to me. Maybe I just need to be completely on my own for a while so that I can learn how to take care of myself (cook, clean, pay all my own bills, worry about work, etc.) before I can even think of being in a relationship. Nothing has been working out for me. But when I look back, you were the only thing in my life that always did work out. I have faith, still. Even though the forecast is gloomy, I can still see the sun on the horizon.