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things are slowly improving. every weekend night is such a shitshow. i woke up this morning with an empty pizza box on my floor, some empty cans of miller high life, and boondock saints on my tv. when did i turn into a man? ha whatev, love it. i'm going to boston for columbus day to see kelsey, donna, and blair. i'm soo excited. i miss them so much. i'm pretty sure i drunk dialed kelly last night and i miss her like crazyy. i can't wait til she comes home from south bend. i also drunk dialed my mom and brother last night. oh good. had a nice chat with dean. i miss him a lot. i really need to talk to him soberly soon. its sweet to be in college, but it sucks being a freshman again. i feel like the years to come will be siiiiick. so i just gotta stick it out for now..