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Dec 01, 2004 22:03

all of a sudden im feeling upset and depressed. im not really sure what brought it on, im crying like my best friend died or something. or maybe im just crying over a loss of innocence and bittersweet memories. if i could go back and re-live everything, would i? of course. i miss everything about home, and highschool. i miss my friends being there for me when i needed them. i miss my two best friends, or are they even my best friends, since i dont seem to have anything in common with one of them anymore? i miss the drama that i lived for, and going to school everyday knowing that my life was perfect, and i didnt have to be responsible for my actions because i was one of the "popular" kids, the biggest flirt and the superficial cheerleader. what am i here, besides one of 9,000 other students that dont care for anything except getting good grades, where your professors dont know who you are, and the person that you live with is a complete stranger. i just miss the feeling of security.
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