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robbie broke up with me. i'm heartbroken, and at a loss for words. the only reasons he gave me were.. "he needs some time away." whatever the fuck that means. we planned on marrying eachother one day.. we talked about starting a family. how does it go from that, to this?
i told him i'd give him whatever space and time he wanted, but to just promise me one thing: to not hook up with anyone else. he said he won't promise that.
that pissed me off. if he needs to think about US, and OUR future, why would he even worry or consider hooking up with someone else. i just wanted that reassurance from him that he'll stay faithful. i have enough on my mind just worrying about whether we'll get back together or not.. i don't need to worry about himsleeping with other girls. i love him and i'd make that promise in a second.
i started on birth control pills yesterday. i asked him if i should even keep taking them, and he said "yes.. just in case." what the fuck?? you're gonna dump my ass in a parking lot, leave me to bawl my eyes out, hardly give me any reasons as to why you're doing it, not promise a simple little favor (like hooking up with other people) and then give me hopes that we'll either get back together, OR have sex in the meantime.. by telling me to continue taking my birth control pills??
does this sound wierd to anyone else? someone give me something here, please.
i told him i'd give him whatever space and time he wanted, but to just promise me one thing: to not hook up with anyone else. he said he won't promise that.
that pissed me off. if he needs to think about US, and OUR future, why would he even worry or consider hooking up with someone else. i just wanted that reassurance from him that he'll stay faithful. i have enough on my mind just worrying about whether we'll get back together or not.. i don't need to worry about himsleeping with other girls. i love him and i'd make that promise in a second.
i started on birth control pills yesterday. i asked him if i should even keep taking them, and he said "yes.. just in case." what the fuck?? you're gonna dump my ass in a parking lot, leave me to bawl my eyes out, hardly give me any reasons as to why you're doing it, not promise a simple little favor (like hooking up with other people) and then give me hopes that we'll either get back together, OR have sex in the meantime.. by telling me to continue taking my birth control pills??
does this sound wierd to anyone else? someone give me something here, please.