Christmas is.........
How is it that i one cna actually get depressed on christmas, Im sitting hear, 840 in my moms bedroom alone with just the sounds of ill nino in the backround and the glare of this annoying piece of machinery in front of me, when i could be beside the best person in the world around a family of smiling happy people. I just have to say Im sorry Vaness for not being there with you, but right now i really dont think i can handle being around to many people, and at a party i know you want to be, and I didnt want to eb the one responcible for dragging you down on such a glorious day, you put up with so much, the last thing you need on christmas is to worry about me... but I still cant wait to get away with you for a week, ill promise to be very chipper around then, ut tonite i just cant handle it. And for everyoen else....basically Bryan and Ash....if they ever get around to reading this, dotn woryr i dotn blame you guys, i knwo should try and be a better friend, Im still tryign to understand what it is to have them. But I hope you all have the Merriest of Christmas's and a very happy new year.
and as tiny tim put it so well on such a glorious christma morning
GOD BLESS US EVERY ONE
and as tiny tim put it so well on such a glorious christma morning
GOD BLESS US EVERY ONE