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Hey guys...wow i think i get more and more paranoid by the day..ahhhhhh the walls are closing in on me...i thnik my cats staring at me in a dirty way...... wow that ice cream cone sooo has it in for me......ok well maybe not that paranoid, but still just a little....thanks a lot vaness. But i think seeign Jesus call Robert Smith of the Cure our savior brightened me up a little, that plus the chinese food i had all to myself and being able to watch a history on South Park through my wall....quite cool, all walls should be reflective so that we never have to suffer thorugh those stupid dinenr conversations...well mainly sex, but oh well......oh yea i went to work today, made $60...hell yea, and it came to me in the new 20's they really are just that cool....u shoudl all go get some, but those will eb gone quick enough...yippee IM POOR.....AGAIN...but besides that i was putting soem papers in ym moms briefcase, and loe and behold, down in the bottom of the briefcase would just happen to be a green trojan condom.....so yea that kind of made my day, it really was just that cool, but i dont think i can ever look at my mom again....Hi Mom....well maybe when i get out of here I will, but hey the bringer of Chinese food is always a good a thing.......but yea, Im all alone, of course everyone spends theyre their entire day in band...wow i just soooo idolize them, despite my 20 minute conversation trying to figure otu why they would spend on average 5 hours a day marching......i mena realyl, in the end, what type of reward can u possibly get that is worth all that......NO I dont mean to be ignorant or whatever, but its liek my destiny or soemthing, to find out why people dotn realize what theyre doing....and on that note, I'm also on the search to find out what makes a person....thanks to Vaness, and the fact she makes me more paranoid then anythign in thw world...but thats ok i still love her....but yea, I dotn even know why I'm doign this, or how it even cam eup, but I just ahev to know, what makes a person who they are...I mean, ye ai know a person is who they want to be, but I have to say Music has to be a huge patr in determinign who people are and who theyre friends are, its a linking, Im not saying you are your music, because i know people cna be however they want, but you got to admit, they do..............oh ok u know what, thats it Im done, i know theyres an explanation to this, but not a clue how to say it without sounding like a hippocrit and also denying my own beliefs...but if any one has a say it wouldnt be to bad, hell I might even mention you...Isn't that just everyone's dream, to eb talked abotu by me, to have your name come out of my mouth...really I am just that cool...*feels special then realizes he has no friends*...ahhhhhhh, does Polly really want a Cracker...Damnit Polly if you want a Cracker you ahev to work for it...*slaps Polly*...stupid bird......wow i really want a cracker.............ok yea, I either seem really weird right now, or really sarcastic...or just stupid but oh well...Die Well