May 30, 2005 01:43
Well, it is Memorial Day. Bought flowers to put on your grave, Andy. I only wish I could do more, but the cemetery has too many rules. The flowers look nice, but I'm sure if you were here you'd say...Bahhh to me. Laughs...it is ok..I can handle you. People have been out visiting the grave. There was a little green figure out there. Not sure what it is. There is also some stickers stuck on the side of the stone...not sure what the meaning behind them is either. Becky..bless her heart, bought you the new NIN cd and left it for you...she put a nice blue bow around it and gave you a card. Very nice and thoughtful of her. We played the cd for you. Hope you enjoyed it. I'm sure you had a good laugh when your Dad started dancing to it...laughing. It has been hard for me the last few days...I never know why or what brings it on, but I do know ...no parent should ever have to bury their child...I'm sorry Andy, but that is how I feel and how I will always feel. I only wish you would have called me. Well, that is enough for now...I also want to say hi to everyone..hope you are all doing well and are happy or at least content...and Becky..thank you so much for what you did...I know Andy loved it...night.