Time goes on.
So the last few days have really been a test on me as a person. Im realizing more and more about my own capabilities. My new job is going really well, thats one thing off my mind. The whole weekend was quite a nightmare. With all the shit thats been on my mind, I did'nt really care if things got better. I learned the hard way, I do care. I have'nt been taking care of myself the last few days. Over the weekend I have been preparing to open this store, along with long hours, tedious labor, not eating, caffeine pills, and 5 hours of sleep within three days. I crashed hard, and it just happened to be at CC. I am pretty embarassed. It was nice to hear from people that they care. I owe huge thank yous, and hugs to Becky, Dre, Krista, Eva, Chad and of course Ryan. There really are people who care, and they deserve the best. My friends are the most important thing to me, Im not close to my family in the least bit. My friends are my family. I talked with Tree, and Im going to her house Tuesday night. I hope things will work out. Audra, really hurt me, and I truly don't understand her actions. If she ever decides to come back I will be there for her, because I can forgive. We are only human, and everyone makes mistakes. To top it all off, I arrive home Sunday night to find out from Tree that another very good friend of mine is in the hospital. I hope she will be o.k. and she is in my thoughts.
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