1. valentine's day SUCKS when you're ALONE and do not have a SIGNIFICANT OTHER. i will be spending my valentine's day at home. i will be studying for The Stupidest and Most Useless Class Ever, considering i have my first test in there over 4 Worthless Chapters.
2. i started my teacher observations today. it kinda sucked because the teacher i am observing told me he was just going to give tests all day and it would be boring. so i only stayed for an hour. i am going tomorrow, but only for a couple hours because of ius @ 1:15. wednesday is another freeday of mine, but alas, the teacher is going on a field trip. so thursday i am going to go back in for a few hours, then to ius. and friday, i am going to go for a few hours and then to work at 2pm. I WILL NEVER GET ANY SLEEP. GARGH.
3. In relation to the second to last sentence in #2, I have been sleeping 8-9 hours everynight, and I sleep well too. BUT I GET UP IN THE MORNING FEELING LIKE CRAP. AND I'M TIRED ALL DAY. I don't want to go to the fucking doctor. thats lame. fuck fuck fuck.
4. On a better note, i am 90% sure i am getting a laptop. hopefully a dell 700m. i tried to custom build one on the dell website and it ended up being over $2k. oops. mom wants me to keep my desktop as well, but i really don't want two computers. i don't want this desktop. i don't even want the computer desk that this desktop sits on. mom will probably get pissed because she had the dsl ran underneath the house so it could be hooked up to this computer not too long ago and it was The Biggest Hassle Ever. gah.
http://www1.us.dell.com/content/products/productdetails.aspx/inspn_700m?c=us&cs=19&l=en&s=dhs its a baby laptop. there is on on display at the dell stand in st. matthews mall. it would be so nice to haul around campus underneath my armpit.
5. not much else is going on. just staying busy with work and school. trying to get my head on straight and move on from the wrath of troy. i swear, its worse than getting a fucking divorce.