The negative not so hidden truth about me
Do i self sabotage?
Am i weak willed?
Am i a pretender?
Do i surrender?
I see the pattern coming to light
In this still night
In this mind of mine
As i hear your breathing
As i coward in silence
When i should be sleeping
Or is it this stripped brain of mine
Of the drugs
Of the peace
Of the silence they bring
As i lay here in silence
Hearing your breathing
Giving me comfort
Giving me courage
Giving me confidence
Giving me love