happiness.
if this really is the after-life, i will live happily here because i think i damn well deserve it. i'm not gonna think of my parents or eva or pleasing anyone. i will be happy and no one's gonna bother with that or they will truly regret it. i'm not gonna look for my friends because i don't care. i'm not gonna try and be successful because i don't care. i just wanna be me and i wanna be a happy me.
however, i read this post on the message board, and it's scary how much i can relate to most of them. i wonder if i can ever be happy with all these thoughts still swirling in my head.
and i thought that you will be cleansed in the afterlife. how come i arrived here wounded and still like before?
however, i read this post on the message board, and it's scary how much i can relate to most of them. i wonder if i can ever be happy with all these thoughts still swirling in my head.
and i thought that you will be cleansed in the afterlife. how come i arrived here wounded and still like before?