school school and school
or not...i cant seem to focus shocker, i mean hell i cut myself twice today in about a 2 hour span. seriously where is my focus. so im over the weird dreams about my grandmother, talked to her today and she sounds real spunky. Im going out to visit tomorrow after work, and then probably out to my moms to give keriann some stuff for the child.
so this is my deal with school
monday-shop monitor ( gettin paid to do my homework)
-a social studies esque class from 7-10 pm
- back to the shop to try and do something with my life
tuesday- hsp all day 9-5 thank god they are paying me now woooh!
-work again at school till 10 pm but i try to stay and get more work done this week i did very good i was here until 2 am, did i get what i needed to done...nope. but i did get some of it done
wednesday- that lovely class where i get to make a hundred books
thursday- 10 am to 10 pm folks...its a good day lots of book making and supposed to be working on thesis stuff. (this is where the focus problem is)
friday- one class that is sucking big time, which is a shame because its not supposed to...fuck you art museum for moving your print collection, you could have waited till next year.
since most of you already know my class schedule this may seem lame but i needed to see it written all out i guess.
i cant seem to just sit down a knock out my projects. as soon as i start one i start thinking about working on something else that i should be spending time on..
i have books to make
and prints to make
and paper to fold
and sculptures need to happen
and oh yeah i need to redistribute type
and go to the art museum
and see my family before my car goes into hybernation for the semester
and get my tire fixed
and read things for school
and write that paper
and buy paper
and... sometimes i give myself anxiety.
ugh, im gonna go make things now
so this is my deal with school
monday-shop monitor ( gettin paid to do my homework)
-a social studies esque class from 7-10 pm
- back to the shop to try and do something with my life
tuesday- hsp all day 9-5 thank god they are paying me now woooh!
-work again at school till 10 pm but i try to stay and get more work done this week i did very good i was here until 2 am, did i get what i needed to done...nope. but i did get some of it done
wednesday- that lovely class where i get to make a hundred books
thursday- 10 am to 10 pm folks...its a good day lots of book making and supposed to be working on thesis stuff. (this is where the focus problem is)
friday- one class that is sucking big time, which is a shame because its not supposed to...fuck you art museum for moving your print collection, you could have waited till next year.
since most of you already know my class schedule this may seem lame but i needed to see it written all out i guess.
i cant seem to just sit down a knock out my projects. as soon as i start one i start thinking about working on something else that i should be spending time on..
i have books to make
and prints to make
and paper to fold
and sculptures need to happen
and oh yeah i need to redistribute type
and go to the art museum
and see my family before my car goes into hybernation for the semester
and get my tire fixed
and read things for school
and write that paper
and buy paper
and... sometimes i give myself anxiety.
ugh, im gonna go make things now