it's almost Christmas!!

[prinsesita_dada]

while i hate this time of my life. i was with a friend yesterday when i went home, and said that i was not the me she used to know anymore. it stayed on my senses until now, because hearing that from her is something. really. she nearly pushed me on the bridge that we were walking on, while i was telling her the (new and updated) bad deeds that i did on this past week. XD it looks like i've got some serious bug in my system now. pfft, i can't believe how hatred and fear of not-so-long-time-ago can make me be the worst person in my 19years. it was a laughing stock for me yesterday, but as i think about it, i should stop repeating hurting myself. but what could i do? i can't think of anything. T_T


1. digicam
2. laptop
3. a Sally doll
4. neck pillow
5. pair of hot boots
6. watch
7. AM portable radio
8. organizer
9. hair dye
10. pair of hoops.
11. wallet
12. eye cover
13. colorful stockings/socks
14. furry pens
15. night gown/ thongs
16. make up
17. dresses/shorts (for night outs. XD)
18. perfume

Saturday is coming up and i try not to expect anything.