4th of july
so lauren and i are at my mom's house; we're going to my aunt's property so that we can see the fam a bit. i'm nervous about the grandparents, because i owe them over 3 grand. yeah, i just quit paying altogether on the green car that blew up when my mother came up to visit. so i'm a bit worried about the reuinion. however there can't be any violence or anything like that, it will just be guilt weighing me down if anything.
anyways. lauren and i are going up to illinois on the 15th and 16th. i have to come back that week but lauren is going to stay there for two more weeks to visit with the fam, and i'm going to spend some time getting set up with delta college for a CAD career. i have to do something to get out of this funk i'm in, and i need to get a better job at the bare minimum. i'm looking at trucking, i'm also looking at an art career, and finally i just want a job that's full time, and benefits. this temp shit sucks ass.
james came up and delivered a cover up tattoo a while back. it's still healing. finally i got that embarassing tattoo covered up. weight off my shoulders.
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself for two weeks. i just know that lauren needs to get away for a bit.
anyways. lauren and i are going up to illinois on the 15th and 16th. i have to come back that week but lauren is going to stay there for two more weeks to visit with the fam, and i'm going to spend some time getting set up with delta college for a CAD career. i have to do something to get out of this funk i'm in, and i need to get a better job at the bare minimum. i'm looking at trucking, i'm also looking at an art career, and finally i just want a job that's full time, and benefits. this temp shit sucks ass.
james came up and delivered a cover up tattoo a while back. it's still healing. finally i got that embarassing tattoo covered up. weight off my shoulders.
i don't know what i'm going to do with myself for two weeks. i just know that lauren needs to get away for a bit.