Where'd everyone go?
It's Spring Break, and I'm working. Super Smash Bros. Brawl is sitting at home. All my friends are off on some kind of adventure. Sure, I'm making money, but I don't really care about that. I just wish I had something to do.
Luckily, today is my last day of work this week. Hopefully Thursday and Friday I'll actually feel up for doing something with my fiancee or my family (they're the only one's here, basically). But today, I'm dead. Work kills me. Not that it's hard...actually, quite the opposite. There's nothing to do. So I look for anything to do, just to look busy. And by the time the work day is over, and I can actually go do something I enjoy, I'm worn out from pretending to work all day. I don't like that.
I need to start working out or something. I feel worn out all the time, and that's not good. I guess I'm still depressed. For anyone who doesn't know, my grandfater (lovingly called "Papa") died this past week. I guess I'm still not over it. I feel like I'm pretending throughout the day, just like at work.
And to make matters worse, I'm not getting enough sleep. I was up until 2am last night because I just wasn't tired. And then I woke up at 7am, when I didn't have to wake up until 9am. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm beat.
I think I just need rest, but I'm not sure how to get that right now.
Luckily, today is my last day of work this week. Hopefully Thursday and Friday I'll actually feel up for doing something with my fiancee or my family (they're the only one's here, basically). But today, I'm dead. Work kills me. Not that it's hard...actually, quite the opposite. There's nothing to do. So I look for anything to do, just to look busy. And by the time the work day is over, and I can actually go do something I enjoy, I'm worn out from pretending to work all day. I don't like that.
I need to start working out or something. I feel worn out all the time, and that's not good. I guess I'm still depressed. For anyone who doesn't know, my grandfater (lovingly called "Papa") died this past week. I guess I'm still not over it. I feel like I'm pretending throughout the day, just like at work.
And to make matters worse, I'm not getting enough sleep. I was up until 2am last night because I just wasn't tired. And then I woke up at 7am, when I didn't have to wake up until 9am. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm beat.
I think I just need rest, but I'm not sure how to get that right now.