i will not cry on the outside... tonight

[princzshawtcake]

i hate my job
its on the weekends
it ruins everything
weekends were for family...
extra pissed cause becuase of work
ill be alone on christmas

its tough growing up
im comoletely LOST
and im gonna go lay down
and just dwell
dream perhaps on how i wish my life was like
im dying inside... its a terrible feeling