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Today the gallbladder comes out. I will be admitted to Holmes Regional at 8:30a this morning. At 10:30, they start the operation, which is laproscopic so I will have one teeny scar and 2 less teeny scars. At 12:30p they should be finished. Friday I will be discharged. I'm really getting nervous. I hope I get to keep it for a couple of days in a tiny jar. That would be exciting. I really don't want to vomit tomorrow. I should be in bed asleep but I just can't stop worrying that my heart is going to stop on the table and I'm going to die. Or that I'm going to wake up mid-removal and feel it. Or that I'm going to wake up with a scalple in my stomach for the rest of my life. It's ridiculous, I realize. But it's still a worry of mine. I hope I'm not in too much pain because I'm a big wuss. Okay this is getting me even more freaked out.