235 // Fanmix: The Last Mistake | A Draco/Hemione Fanmix
A little tribute to my absolute favorite ship of all time. Yes, this is a big deal. Enjoy!
The mix is somewhat posted in a story format. If you're at a complete lost as to how the song connects to Draco, Hermione or D/Hr read the little story segment. However, the little segments jump around like crazy, so please don't expect them to all make sense together. This mix is my illustration of the ship, and I felt that I had to justify it = the only reason for the stories. Also, note, the music is all over the place in this mix. I've got pop, rock, acoustic, alternative, so I hope that everyone will be able to enjoy the mix in some way or another. To summarize: Don't understand the connection? Read the story. :)
ALSO: I strayed away from the SUPER!angst, HOLYSHT!sex and VIOLENT!Draco.
* = strongly recommended as individual songs
01. Gives You Hell
The All American Rejects
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
She was going to move on, she had to. It didn't matter what everyone else thought; she knew that he wasn't right for her.
If she had to spend one for wretched moment with him she would burst. Hermione walked out the door and didn't look back leaving
a very confused Ron alone with his thoughts.
02. You're So Vain
Carly Simon
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht
Your hat strategically dipped below one eye
Your scarf it was apricot
You had one eye in the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You?
Who did he think he was? He didn't own the bloody halls! Hermione picked up her books from the floor in a hurry hoping to make
it to class on time. She loathed the way he lived as if he owned the school -- no, as if the whole world was bent on making him happy.
She turned and caught a glimpse of his toned figure turning the corner and she caught his smirk. Damn Malfoys!
They have a way of ruining a sunny day.
03. Mad About a Boy
Ava Leigh
Can't make up my mind about this guy
Sometimes he makes me smile sometimes he makes me cry
Other guys have tried, but he's the one I like
I'm so mad about this guy
But I love him even though my friends say he's no right
I know its true but cant deny he's on my mind
Hermione threw down her quill in frustration. She had to focus her mind if she was to get her potions essay done. She grabbed her
jacket and set off to the Great Lake for some much needed Hermione time. She settled with her back to a tree stump and watched
the ripples of the lake while she tried to figure out what had happened to her. Just yesterday she had hated him -- wait, no, she still
hated him. This was Parvati's fault. She groaned and slammed her head against the tree. She had been too busy hating him to notice
his absolute beauty and oh, his body! It was as if her eyes were opened to a whole other side of him. Sure, he was a git, but she couldn't
get him off her mind.
04. Dance With the Devil
Breaking Benjamin
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.
He held out his hand and slowly Hermione took it in her own. She had a lingering feeling that she would regret her decision later,
but currently she followed out the Great Hall and into the chilly night. The darkness engulfed them, but he led her
with confidence. They arrived at an old secluded oak at the edge of school grounds.
"What are we doing?" Hermione asked shivering. "I don't know," Draco replied looking at her.
She felt his eyes on her and suddenly felt vulnerable.
Draco and Hermione knew exactly why they were standing in the darkness that night.
05. Coffeshop Soundtrack
All Time Low
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing
For more than just a moment of truth between the lies told
To pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back
It started with just a kiss, and innocent little kiss. Hermione scoffed, with Draco, nothing is innocent.
Just a kiss, but she needed more. She wanted his lips on hers every second and it was torture watching him from afar in the Great Hall.
She knew he had probably already forgotten about it. A kiss means nothing to Draco Malfoy.
If only he knew what she would do to feel him again...
Draco glanced up from his breakfast to see Hermione flipping her hair as she talked to the two losers she called her friends.
Weasley seemed distant, probably sore over his recent break up with Granger. Draco shook his head. Why would Weasle throw something like her away?
He looked up again to see Potter's arm around her shoulder. She looked up in time to catch the frown on Draco's face.
Malfoys are winners. Draco was a winner. Hermione was going to be his, he needed her and he wasn't going to lose this prize.
06. I Don't Wanna Wait*
The Veronicas
Baby it's you I want,
So stop wasting my time
And baby it's you I need,
So please make up your mind
It's time to choose
Everytime you stay (every time you stay)
The world starts making sense to me
And when you go away (when you go away)
I wanna scream till you see...
How could he expect this of her?! "Malfoy, I'm not your prize or your plaything!" she screamed in anger.
"Bloody Hell Granger! I never said you were! Damnit, you're always the first to overreact!" he yelled back. Why did she always have to resort to drama?! Sometimes Draco really hated girls.
"You can't expect me to be yours when you go off and shag Pansy every bloody night! Gods, Malfoy, think about that for one second!"
Draco thought. "I enjoy shagging her!" he said. "I want you both."
Hermione couldn't believe what she had just heard. She had forgotten she was sleeping with a Malfoy.
"You can't have us both Malfoy."
07. Oridinary Day
Vanessa Carlton
He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
"I don't want to talk. I'm over you Malfoy," Hermione muttered to the boy grabbing her shoulder as she pushed her way out of class.
She hadn't talked to him for weeks. He hadn't changed and she knew it. He was shagging the school's female population and Hermione
was glad that she was no longer apart of that activity. What had she been thinking?! "Let go of me, Malfoy!" she said as she attempted
to wriggle out of his grip. "No. Granger, we need to talk," he whispered as he tightened his grip. They turned into an empty cooridor
and Draco slammed her against a wall. "Granger, please, just listen." She sturggled against him. She was stuck. "Fine," she said
in defeat. "I don't know what you did to me. I don't know if you snuck a potion into my drink or if you cursed me with a spell,
but you did something. Granger. Hermione, I need you. Please." She shook her head.
"No, I learned my lesson. Now, please, let me go," she said avoiding his eyes. He let her go and she walked off without looking back. "I know you need me too. Don't deny it Granger."
She stopped. She didn't need him and she never did. Hermione turned to look at Draco who held out his hand to her.
08. Flattery*
Aly & AJ
I will admit, if you admit it
It's harder than we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are (look where we are, look where we are)
I can forgive it, I can't forget it
You left me here with all these scars
and you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
He knew that it wouldn't be easy, but he didn't imagine all the pain that now surrounded him. He loved her,
but the war had complicated things. How could they stay together when they were planning to literally tear each other limb from limb.
This was going to be harder than he thought.
09. As Long as You're Mine
Wicked OBC
Kiss Me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
Say there's no future
For us as a pair
And though I may know
I don't care
Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
It's just for the first time,
I feel ... wicked
She ran to him catching his lips as he embraced her tightly. He couldn't hold her any tighter and they poured their souls into their kiss.
"Let's leave," she sighed. He kissed her forehead and held her close, trying to remember this moment for all time.
"We can't do that. It's not that simple," he whispered.
10. Take It Home*
The White Tie Affair
Take it home take it home
Cause I can't take anymore
It's your touch it's your taste
It's your dress on the floor
Take it home take it home
He finished his dinner in record time.
"Where are you off to in such a hurry?" Pansy asked letting her fingers trail a design along Draco's back. "I don't have any plans tonight," she continued while
she suggestively let her fingers drop to his lower back. "Urhm, not tonight Pans," Draco mumbled as got up from the table.
A few moments later he had swept out of the Hall. Pansy frowned and turned back to her food.
Across the hall Potter had also just been ditched by a certain curly haired witch who happened to be in a hurry.
Coincidence? Pansy didn't think so either.
11. Numb
Jamelia
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Draco screamed in anger. What did his father expect of him? He wasn't his father, Draco wished that Lucious could see that.
He punched the wall drawing blood from his knuckles. He had to end it. Draco held his hands in he head in agony.
He couldn't end it, but he knew he must. It was the only way she could be saved.
12. Another Heart Calls*
All American Rejects
As deep as I need you
You wanna leave it all
This could be the last mistake that I would ever want to do
What can I do
Say it’s true
Everything that matters breaks in two
All you want is to figure it out
And God knows I do to
What can I do
Say It’s true
I’ll never ask for anyone but you
I’m sorry
So what
But you don’t think I’ve said enough
I’ll never ask for anyone but you
She hated herself for letting it get so far. "We're on different sides. We can't be," he said refusing to look at her.
"Draco, look me in the eye," she whispered afraid to believe his words. He couldn't bring himself to meet her gaze.
"I love you and you want to leave it all? Why? Say it's true, tell me that you're honestly telling me the bloody truth?" she spoke, her voice shaking.
Draco raised his eyes and couldn't bring himself to end it. "I'll never ask for anyone, but you," he stammered.
He couldn't end it. Draco couldn't break her heart or his own.
13. We Both Go Down Together
The Decemberists
And my parents will never consent to this love
But I hold your hand
When he held her close the world disappeared. If they wanted her, they would have to fight him first.
14. There is a Light that Never Goes Out
Joseph Arthur
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine
They stood with their wands at the ready. The time was now and the fight was coming.
They knew that these were probably their last moments. At least they would be together now and forever.
15. Set the Fire to the Third Bar*
Snow Patrol
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
She lay on the ground, forgotten. The pain was unbearable and Hermione drifted in and out of consciousness.
She hoped that somewhere, anywhere, that Draco was still fighting. Fighting for the light, fighting for his beliefs, fighting for them.
16. Sweet Darlin'*
She & Him
When I was a little bit younger
The strain I was under could make me cry
Now I'm a little but older, a little bit bolder
But never so shy
Now that I know what I want, see
I think that it haunts me, I want you too much
Draco awoke to the morning sun drifting through the window. He stretched while looking around and he was surprised to find himself alone in the bed.
"Good morning sleepy," Hermione greeted as she brought in some warm breakfast.
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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Random Note: OHMYGOD, I love the font I used to write "mistake". It's pretty much MY FAVORITE. :D
ALSO, PLEASE VOTE FOR TOM. BECAUSE I LOVE HIM. ALMOST AS MUCH AS SKANDAR.
The mix is somewhat posted in a story format. If you're at a complete lost as to how the song connects to Draco, Hermione or D/Hr read the little story segment. However, the little segments jump around like crazy, so please don't expect them to all make sense together. This mix is my illustration of the ship, and I felt that I had to justify it = the only reason for the stories. Also, note, the music is all over the place in this mix. I've got pop, rock, acoustic, alternative, so I hope that everyone will be able to enjoy the mix in some way or another. To summarize: Don't understand the connection? Read the story. :)
ALSO: I strayed away from the SUPER!angst, HOLYSHT!sex and VIOLENT!Draco.
* = strongly recommended as individual songs
01. Gives You Hell
The All American Rejects
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
She was going to move on, she had to. It didn't matter what everyone else thought; she knew that he wasn't right for her.
If she had to spend one for wretched moment with him she would burst. Hermione walked out the door and didn't look back leaving
a very confused Ron alone with his thoughts.
02. You're So Vain
Carly Simon
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht
Your hat strategically dipped below one eye
Your scarf it was apricot
You had one eye in the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You?
Who did he think he was? He didn't own the bloody halls! Hermione picked up her books from the floor in a hurry hoping to make
it to class on time. She loathed the way he lived as if he owned the school -- no, as if the whole world was bent on making him happy.
She turned and caught a glimpse of his toned figure turning the corner and she caught his smirk. Damn Malfoys!
They have a way of ruining a sunny day.
03. Mad About a Boy
Ava Leigh
Can't make up my mind about this guy
Sometimes he makes me smile sometimes he makes me cry
Other guys have tried, but he's the one I like
I'm so mad about this guy
But I love him even though my friends say he's no right
I know its true but cant deny he's on my mind
Hermione threw down her quill in frustration. She had to focus her mind if she was to get her potions essay done. She grabbed her
jacket and set off to the Great Lake for some much needed Hermione time. She settled with her back to a tree stump and watched
the ripples of the lake while she tried to figure out what had happened to her. Just yesterday she had hated him -- wait, no, she still
hated him. This was Parvati's fault. She groaned and slammed her head against the tree. She had been too busy hating him to notice
his absolute beauty and oh, his body! It was as if her eyes were opened to a whole other side of him. Sure, he was a git, but she couldn't
get him off her mind.
04. Dance With the Devil
Breaking Benjamin
Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight.
Trembling, crawling across my skin.
Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine.
He held out his hand and slowly Hermione took it in her own. She had a lingering feeling that she would regret her decision later,
but currently she followed out the Great Hall and into the chilly night. The darkness engulfed them, but he led her
with confidence. They arrived at an old secluded oak at the edge of school grounds.
"What are we doing?" Hermione asked shivering. "I don't know," Draco replied looking at her.
She felt his eyes on her and suddenly felt vulnerable.
Draco and Hermione knew exactly why they were standing in the darkness that night.
05. Coffeshop Soundtrack
All Time Low
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing
For more than just a moment of truth between the lies told
To pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back
It started with just a kiss, and innocent little kiss. Hermione scoffed, with Draco, nothing is innocent.
Just a kiss, but she needed more. She wanted his lips on hers every second and it was torture watching him from afar in the Great Hall.
She knew he had probably already forgotten about it. A kiss means nothing to Draco Malfoy.
If only he knew what she would do to feel him again...
Draco glanced up from his breakfast to see Hermione flipping her hair as she talked to the two losers she called her friends.
Weasley seemed distant, probably sore over his recent break up with Granger. Draco shook his head. Why would Weasle throw something like her away?
He looked up again to see Potter's arm around her shoulder. She looked up in time to catch the frown on Draco's face.
Malfoys are winners. Draco was a winner. Hermione was going to be his, he needed her and he wasn't going to lose this prize.
06. I Don't Wanna Wait*
The Veronicas
Baby it's you I want,
So stop wasting my time
And baby it's you I need,
So please make up your mind
It's time to choose
Everytime you stay (every time you stay)
The world starts making sense to me
And when you go away (when you go away)
I wanna scream till you see...
How could he expect this of her?! "Malfoy, I'm not your prize or your plaything!" she screamed in anger.
"Bloody Hell Granger! I never said you were! Damnit, you're always the first to overreact!" he yelled back. Why did she always have to resort to drama?! Sometimes Draco really hated girls.
"You can't expect me to be yours when you go off and shag Pansy every bloody night! Gods, Malfoy, think about that for one second!"
Draco thought. "I enjoy shagging her!" he said. "I want you both."
Hermione couldn't believe what she had just heard. She had forgotten she was sleeping with a Malfoy.
"You can't have us both Malfoy."
07. Oridinary Day
Vanessa Carlton
He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
"I don't want to talk. I'm over you Malfoy," Hermione muttered to the boy grabbing her shoulder as she pushed her way out of class.
She hadn't talked to him for weeks. He hadn't changed and she knew it. He was shagging the school's female population and Hermione
was glad that she was no longer apart of that activity. What had she been thinking?! "Let go of me, Malfoy!" she said as she attempted
to wriggle out of his grip. "No. Granger, we need to talk," he whispered as he tightened his grip. They turned into an empty cooridor
and Draco slammed her against a wall. "Granger, please, just listen." She sturggled against him. She was stuck. "Fine," she said
in defeat. "I don't know what you did to me. I don't know if you snuck a potion into my drink or if you cursed me with a spell,
but you did something. Granger. Hermione, I need you. Please." She shook her head.
"No, I learned my lesson. Now, please, let me go," she said avoiding his eyes. He let her go and she walked off without looking back. "I know you need me too. Don't deny it Granger."
She stopped. She didn't need him and she never did. Hermione turned to look at Draco who held out his hand to her.
08. Flattery*
Aly & AJ
I will admit, if you admit it
It's harder than we both thought
It's easier to fall apart
Look where we are (look where we are, look where we are)
I can forgive it, I can't forget it
You left me here with all these scars
and you can't deny the hardest part
I'm not in your arms
He knew that it wouldn't be easy, but he didn't imagine all the pain that now surrounded him. He loved her,
but the war had complicated things. How could they stay together when they were planning to literally tear each other limb from limb.
This was going to be harder than he thought.
09. As Long as You're Mine
Wicked OBC
Kiss Me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help believing
You're with me tonight
Say there's no future
For us as a pair
And though I may know
I don't care
Just for this moment
As long as you're mine
It's just for the first time,
I feel ... wicked
She ran to him catching his lips as he embraced her tightly. He couldn't hold her any tighter and they poured their souls into their kiss.
"Let's leave," she sighed. He kissed her forehead and held her close, trying to remember this moment for all time.
"We can't do that. It's not that simple," he whispered.
10. Take It Home*
The White Tie Affair
Take it home take it home
Cause I can't take anymore
It's your touch it's your taste
It's your dress on the floor
Take it home take it home
He finished his dinner in record time.
"Where are you off to in such a hurry?" Pansy asked letting her fingers trail a design along Draco's back. "I don't have any plans tonight," she continued while
she suggestively let her fingers drop to his lower back. "Urhm, not tonight Pans," Draco mumbled as got up from the table.
A few moments later he had swept out of the Hall. Pansy frowned and turned back to her food.
Across the hall Potter had also just been ditched by a certain curly haired witch who happened to be in a hurry.
Coincidence? Pansy didn't think so either.
11. Numb
Jamelia
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Draco screamed in anger. What did his father expect of him? He wasn't his father, Draco wished that Lucious could see that.
He punched the wall drawing blood from his knuckles. He had to end it. Draco held his hands in he head in agony.
He couldn't end it, but he knew he must. It was the only way she could be saved.
12. Another Heart Calls*
All American Rejects
As deep as I need you
You wanna leave it all
This could be the last mistake that I would ever want to do
What can I do
Say it’s true
Everything that matters breaks in two
All you want is to figure it out
And God knows I do to
What can I do
Say It’s true
I’ll never ask for anyone but you
I’m sorry
So what
But you don’t think I’ve said enough
I’ll never ask for anyone but you
She hated herself for letting it get so far. "We're on different sides. We can't be," he said refusing to look at her.
"Draco, look me in the eye," she whispered afraid to believe his words. He couldn't bring himself to meet her gaze.
"I love you and you want to leave it all? Why? Say it's true, tell me that you're honestly telling me the bloody truth?" she spoke, her voice shaking.
Draco raised his eyes and couldn't bring himself to end it. "I'll never ask for anyone, but you," he stammered.
He couldn't end it. Draco couldn't break her heart or his own.
13. We Both Go Down Together
The Decemberists
And my parents will never consent to this love
But I hold your hand
When he held her close the world disappeared. If they wanted her, they would have to fight him first.
14. There is a Light that Never Goes Out
Joseph Arthur
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine
They stood with their wands at the ready. The time was now and the fight was coming.
They knew that these were probably their last moments. At least they would be together now and forever.
15. Set the Fire to the Third Bar*
Snow Patrol
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
She lay on the ground, forgotten. The pain was unbearable and Hermione drifted in and out of consciousness.
She hoped that somewhere, anywhere, that Draco was still fighting. Fighting for the light, fighting for his beliefs, fighting for them.
16. Sweet Darlin'*
She & Him
When I was a little bit younger
The strain I was under could make me cry
Now I'm a little but older, a little bit bolder
But never so shy
Now that I know what I want, see
I think that it haunts me, I want you too much
Draco awoke to the morning sun drifting through the window. He stretched while looking around and he was surprised to find himself alone in the bed.
"Good morning sleepy," Hermione greeted as she brought in some warm breakfast.
ZIP @ mediafire
(includes music & coverart)
Let me know if there are any wonky links. :)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Random Note: OHMYGOD, I love the font I used to write "mistake". It's pretty much MY FAVORITE. :D
ALSO, PLEASE VOTE FOR TOM. BECAUSE I LOVE HIM. ALMOST AS MUCH AS SKANDAR.