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I guess I am just gonna stay hiding till after Christmas... That would give him enough time to think and I would not look desperate to get him back. But I don't want to cut 100% communication because I am scared that he will either forget about me (which would mean he is not worth it) or think I've "moved on" (which might deter him from contacting me from the fear of being rejected)... I know this sounds silly, but even if his actions in the last weeks have hurt me a lot, I still think that it is worth fighting for what we had