Shout Out To Bill------cause there isnt one in the post......HOLLA!!! OH GAA!

Sep 21, 2004 00:59

AACKKK I can't sleep....
I hate this I tried to be responsible tonight and go to bed early,
but no I am still awake at 1 am and I know that I need to sleep.
Tomorrow I will be up at 9 to go work out and I would prefer
to have a decent hour of sleep before heading of to the gym,
but its not looking so good right now.

We have now entered the crunch time for All In The Timing,
the show goes up in a bout 10 days and I have now moved from
being a simple Assistant Stage Manager to Costume Designer,
so now the pressure is really on. Although I really love what I am
doing, if I could sew I would want to do this professionally.

Anyway, as I mentioned earlier I have been working out everymorning for about two weeks now
and I hope that it makes a bit of difference. College does ugly things to a body, like
gaining excess fat which I did very well. Sam (my roomie) swears that I have lost weight
but I think that she onlys says that cause she hears the door shutting every morning
and doesnt want me to felllike I am wasting my time. Well if anything it will prevent me from dying
of a heart attack right???

Speaking of Samantha my dear roommate, I can't thank God enough for
her. She is exactly what I need when I need it and its amazing
that I have her to keep me company. She is my bestfriend, and confidant
in so many ways.

Ive been lonely for Glisson recently, I miss all my people so much.
The last day of campers I remember Angie and I sitting on the benches at
rustic watching a camper and counselor game of my pony being played by
boys only........we said then that Glisson was the only place
where you would see something like that, and the only place
where some of those kids felt safe enough to do what they
felt and speak their mind. I miss that feeling so much and
all the amazing people who could make me laugh harder then I ever thought possible.
ahhh.....I love being a sentimental girl its so awesome!!

well now that it is 1:12 I'm for real going to try and sleep...
INSOMNIA RULES!!!

Well will you at least bring me my chapstick??? Cause my lips
hurt, GOSH!!

Im out Annie

Oh yes and I forgot to mention that just wanting something
doesnt make the timing right....
I should have known that to begin with but for anyone
else who may read this keep that in mind,
God won't allow you to force something that He doesnt want, so just have faith
cause He wants you to be happier then you thought possible too

Behave courageously and the Lord will be with the good~2nd Chronicles
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