Will it ever stop hurting?

[principessalou]

I dont know how it is for everyone else
but I know how it is for me

and it still hurts...
like a mace caught in my
throat ripping as I try to swallow
though in only a few moments
it will come back...up
into my mouth

My mind is a war zone
of logic and passion

And I cant even figure out
the right equation to equal
peace
of
mind

A sliver of silver tells me
to fear not, but I am afraid
of what I have done
and what I have become

Every chamber
is full of silt
and ash
from the fire that burned too bright

for too long

four two long

out-ALR