You were my angel...
... And I am completely ridiculous! JESUS!!! I don't understand... ~~~grumblegrumblegrumble~~~
I am happy.... Weird... HEHEHEH.... yeah, I don't get it either... It is like I lost the feeling in a limb at one point and just suddenly regained the feeling... CRAZY! Or, maybe, it is like suddenly realizing you have a kid that you do not know about. I mean, what the hell do you do with that? AAAHHH!!!!
Right, so there was this time that I was involved with this one guy and how he really turned out to be a jerk (officially, this time. I am actually one hundred percent through with him. Why should I try waiting on someone again? When they don't care about me enough to reciprocate how I feel about them?) and I am done with him. So there this other guy... (who I have a little thing for) Who is really, TRULY sweet and I am actually pretty good friends with right now...
He likes me, or so I am told... But there is this thing where he likes this girl and we were actually helping him out with her. I do not want to mess with that. I think... But, then again, he liked me before he met her. And she is seriously thinking about getting back with her ex-boyfriend. What do I do? What if he hits it off with her and then there is nothing... Then what do I do? Of course, it is partly my fault should I miss the ferry... I was involved with someone else and being completely blind. In more ways than one.
So here I am...
I am sitting. And thinking. Again. Arguing, really...
Self #1: Do not mess with it! If you really like him, keep him as a friend and let him be happy! It is your fault you missed this one.
Self #2: Yes! You should mess with it! He is completely awesome and he is always there when you have ever needed him. He called you almost every day just to check in on you!
Self #3: AAAWWWW, FUCK! I AM RIDICULOUS!
Not that I have split personalities or anything... That is just the best way to explain what is going on in here...
I am happy.... Weird... HEHEHEH.... yeah, I don't get it either... It is like I lost the feeling in a limb at one point and just suddenly regained the feeling... CRAZY! Or, maybe, it is like suddenly realizing you have a kid that you do not know about. I mean, what the hell do you do with that? AAAHHH!!!!
Right, so there was this time that I was involved with this one guy and how he really turned out to be a jerk (officially, this time. I am actually one hundred percent through with him. Why should I try waiting on someone again? When they don't care about me enough to reciprocate how I feel about them?) and I am done with him. So there this other guy... (who I have a little thing for) Who is really, TRULY sweet and I am actually pretty good friends with right now...
He likes me, or so I am told... But there is this thing where he likes this girl and we were actually helping him out with her. I do not want to mess with that. I think... But, then again, he liked me before he met her. And she is seriously thinking about getting back with her ex-boyfriend. What do I do? What if he hits it off with her and then there is nothing... Then what do I do? Of course, it is partly my fault should I miss the ferry... I was involved with someone else and being completely blind. In more ways than one.
So here I am...
I am sitting. And thinking. Again. Arguing, really...
Self #1: Do not mess with it! If you really like him, keep him as a friend and let him be happy! It is your fault you missed this one.
Self #2: Yes! You should mess with it! He is completely awesome and he is always there when you have ever needed him. He called you almost every day just to check in on you!
Self #3: AAAWWWW, FUCK! I AM RIDICULOUS!
Not that I have split personalities or anything... That is just the best way to explain what is going on in here...