01. Chanyeol x Kyungsoo
Because when Chanyeol fucks him, he fucks him like he means it. There's no verbal exchange of words, nor are there feelings involved. It's just raw, hard, sexual frustration.
There are days when Kyungsoo wants to run his fingers gingerly across Chanyeol's chest - but he realizes that no, he can't. He can't do that because by the end of the day, Chanyeol would be going back to Baekhyun, and there's nothing he can do to stop it.
There are times when he tries not to tear up when Chanyeol leaves, but he realizes that it's an absolute impossibility. He cradles himself to sleep as he laughs, finding the amount of things he'd deem as ridiculous is asinine. Kyungsoo doesn't find it funny, but the laughter doesn't die till he cries like he wishes for things to have never happened.
02. Baekhyun x Chanyeol
Baekhyun likes the way Chanyeol showers him with affection after a long day at work; the little massages before bed and drying his hair with Chanyeol's little towel.
They were never given the chance to go on romantic dates, but often at times, Chanyeol would sneak a cupcake in his bag and share it with Baekhyun. They wouldn't ever hold hands in public, because if they do, people might find out with the way their fingers intertwine and grab onto the other like they needed their presence.
He enjoys the kisses Chanyeol would pepper along his arm, trailing up to lips. Chanyeol would whisper sweet nothings and lull him to sleep when he misses his home, his parents and his friends.
After all those nights, Baekhyun realizes that he doesn't cry because he misses his past.
After all those nights, Baekhyun finds that life isn't all that tough to deal with when you're away from home.
After all those nights, Baekhyun realizes that...
He cries because it makes Chanyeol stay.
Life is tough, because Chanyeol isn't there to kiss the tears away.
He realizes that...
He was irrevocably in love with Chanyeol.