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Alright, I have my first midterm of the year in 5 hours and 56 minutes. It is for my Engineering Statistics class. Hopefully it is do-able, this is my first departmental class and counts towards my departmental GPA. Anyways, I'm taking a break from studying and writing in here. Next week I have midterms all week... so it'll be 10000 million times more stressful than this week. I'll be buying my ticket to WV this weekend. I'm going to be visiting Whitney from the 24th till probably the 28th or the 29th. I can't wait. It will have been almost 2 months since I've seen her by the day I get there. Good God that's way too long. Of course, the only reason I don't visit more often is cuz of school, oh yeah, and the 400 bucks I'm gonna be spending just to fly there and stay in a hotel. Damn traveling is expensive. I wish I had a car to drive, that way I could just save the flight cost and sleep there saving the cost of the hotel. Too bad my car is 2500 miles away in Phoenix. How cruddy huh. Oh well, I'd say that it's more than worth it.
So lately, I've been wondering where exactly Whitney and I stand on the ole "relationship scale". I think of her as my GF, and I tell everyone here that. But it's always a bit sketchy since we haven't spent THAT much time together physically. I'd like to think we're way past that emotionally/mentally, but yeah... the typical physical aspect is missing. Of course, if I just wanted a physical relationship, I would've simply looked around here at school. Whitney is just so much more than anything here though. So I wait, and I yearn. But hey... she's sooooo worth it.
It's a standing joke in my hall... between my friends. Whitney is officially known as my "E-GF" or "I-GF". Apparently they haven't decided whether to refer to her as an electronic GF or an Internet GF. Despite my protest and insistence, that she's not simply either of those... they still think of her that way. I can't blame them though. It's certainly something that I never would have expected. If you asked me before this summer, if I would ever date someone I met online... I probably would have said Hell No. But jeez, before I knew it... I was drawn in and looking to have a relationship with Whitney. What can I say... she's so wonderful that I overcame my objections. ;-)
It is commonplace for most people here to have a relationship with people back home though. The difference is, they all are with people from their own state, or even high school. Long distance is not something I have ever been good with. It's extremely difficult when there are plenty of options sitting right down the hall from my room. But again, Whitney seems to enable me to ignore the pressure of physical demands. I can proudly say, that the last person I kissed... is Whitney. Have I had opportunities to hook-up here at Princeton? Yes... many. It's weird,, being a sophomore... it's 1000 times easier to hook-up than it is being a freshman. Last year, I actually had to put alot of effort forth to find girls. This year... everytime the high school recruits come visit, and all the new freshman... it's a cornucopia of eager girls. My friends find it absurd that I haven't done diddly squat with any girl, but then again... none of them really know Whitney. So yeah, passing on a hook-up is actually alot easier than it would seem. I haven't met any girl that can hold a candle to Whitney. It's tough not being able to reach out and hold her, and with school work bearing down on me... I haven't been able to have any real conversations with her lately... but I'm holding out for a better day. Keeping my hopes up for October 24th. Damn. Whitney rocks. I really like that girl. I'm a lucky guy ;-)
~Dan
PS School sucks, and now it's back to studying for my midterm.
So lately, I've been wondering where exactly Whitney and I stand on the ole "relationship scale". I think of her as my GF, and I tell everyone here that. But it's always a bit sketchy since we haven't spent THAT much time together physically. I'd like to think we're way past that emotionally/mentally, but yeah... the typical physical aspect is missing. Of course, if I just wanted a physical relationship, I would've simply looked around here at school. Whitney is just so much more than anything here though. So I wait, and I yearn. But hey... she's sooooo worth it.
It's a standing joke in my hall... between my friends. Whitney is officially known as my "E-GF" or "I-GF". Apparently they haven't decided whether to refer to her as an electronic GF or an Internet GF. Despite my protest and insistence, that she's not simply either of those... they still think of her that way. I can't blame them though. It's certainly something that I never would have expected. If you asked me before this summer, if I would ever date someone I met online... I probably would have said Hell No. But jeez, before I knew it... I was drawn in and looking to have a relationship with Whitney. What can I say... she's so wonderful that I overcame my objections. ;-)
It is commonplace for most people here to have a relationship with people back home though. The difference is, they all are with people from their own state, or even high school. Long distance is not something I have ever been good with. It's extremely difficult when there are plenty of options sitting right down the hall from my room. But again, Whitney seems to enable me to ignore the pressure of physical demands. I can proudly say, that the last person I kissed... is Whitney. Have I had opportunities to hook-up here at Princeton? Yes... many. It's weird,, being a sophomore... it's 1000 times easier to hook-up than it is being a freshman. Last year, I actually had to put alot of effort forth to find girls. This year... everytime the high school recruits come visit, and all the new freshman... it's a cornucopia of eager girls. My friends find it absurd that I haven't done diddly squat with any girl, but then again... none of them really know Whitney. So yeah, passing on a hook-up is actually alot easier than it would seem. I haven't met any girl that can hold a candle to Whitney. It's tough not being able to reach out and hold her, and with school work bearing down on me... I haven't been able to have any real conversations with her lately... but I'm holding out for a better day. Keeping my hopes up for October 24th. Damn. Whitney rocks. I really like that girl. I'm a lucky guy ;-)
~Dan
PS School sucks, and now it's back to studying for my midterm.