Taking a break from my paper...
To point out that I'm going friends only. Yes, yes. I should have done this sooner. Bad Katie.
What brought me to this conclusion? The complete absence of privacy from my life. I was never given a chance to keep anything to myself. You may say that I don't deserve a chance at privacy, but after not having a little space to call my own and completely be safe in for my entire life it kind of got to me. To be quite frank, I am an adult and feel that my life can be as private as I want it to be.
To my friends: Believe me, this is nothing against you. If you want me to add you, just leave a comment here. If you don't have a livejournal, make one. Livejournal owns diaryland anyways and you all know it.
I'm so sick of being treated like I'm some horrible person. So I may have messed up a few quarters of high school and got bad grades. Did we ever look past the option of Katie being a slacker and think for a second that it might be something else? I know that it was never acceptable, but I have been depressed. In fact, I just got over quite a bit of depression that was caused by a failing relationship and being so far from home. However, I have found my happiness. While I am not exactly the best person in the world, I don't think that I deserve to be treated like the anti-christ by my own family. Mistakes happen. I tend to beat myself up over them more than you could ever possibly comprehend.
*sighs* I hate being pushed to this. I hate not feeling safe and trusted. I hate having the extra worry of getting berated over everything I do wrong when I already feel bad about it. I hate not being treated like the adult that I am.
I've taken enough time away from my paper. I'm getting back to work. As I said, leave a comment if you wish to be added. I'm always up for more friends.
What brought me to this conclusion? The complete absence of privacy from my life. I was never given a chance to keep anything to myself. You may say that I don't deserve a chance at privacy, but after not having a little space to call my own and completely be safe in for my entire life it kind of got to me. To be quite frank, I am an adult and feel that my life can be as private as I want it to be.
To my friends: Believe me, this is nothing against you. If you want me to add you, just leave a comment here. If you don't have a livejournal, make one. Livejournal owns diaryland anyways and you all know it.
I'm so sick of being treated like I'm some horrible person. So I may have messed up a few quarters of high school and got bad grades. Did we ever look past the option of Katie being a slacker and think for a second that it might be something else? I know that it was never acceptable, but I have been depressed. In fact, I just got over quite a bit of depression that was caused by a failing relationship and being so far from home. However, I have found my happiness. While I am not exactly the best person in the world, I don't think that I deserve to be treated like the anti-christ by my own family. Mistakes happen. I tend to beat myself up over them more than you could ever possibly comprehend.
*sighs* I hate being pushed to this. I hate not feeling safe and trusted. I hate having the extra worry of getting berated over everything I do wrong when I already feel bad about it. I hate not being treated like the adult that I am.
I've taken enough time away from my paper. I'm getting back to work. As I said, leave a comment if you wish to be added. I'm always up for more friends.