^_^; Quite a mess I got myself into...
... Yeah. I guess I should start... from the beginning.
I don't know if I should really say this or not. But... I will brave it.
( Here we go... )
I don't know if I should really say this or not. But... I will brave it.
( Here we go... )
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Hmm... I dunno, really, is it? I mean, I'm still young now, and we always talk about growing up together, and maybe eventually going to the same uni together (since he said he might go down to London), and it fails when we're young, wouldn't we grow apart if it ended badly? The reason I fear when it ends is because every relationship I've had, it's ended badly and I have been hurt, and usually, I didn't hurt them. I just loved them as best as I could. But then again I have to remember... there has been no one like Nick before. There hasn't been this kind of love. Maybe I'm too cautious, but... it's a good thing. My heart used to ache night by night because I knew I loved him but really didn't think he loved me. ^^;
And so, I wonder... is it still all worth risking? ^^; He understands me, trusts me and knows me like no other person... and vice versa... so I guess... maybe? Ahh, I'm too embarrassed to say...
*will talk more later*
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I realise that... they're not like everyone else... And that they're different. ^^
Yey... now I have to wait for them to come online which they haven't done so since before Toko.
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