you dont understand, im mentally ill too. i have borderline personality disorder. i dont mean the things i say or write, im splitting on her, its part of being bpd.we were friends for a minute but now we're not and i dont understand why. why she doesnt like me because ive already apologized many times and still mean it. ive wasted alot of time, money, and thoughts into my apologizes but she doesnt care, because shes broken, if she was normal then maybe we would still be friends. she hates wesley too, my friend, who i love alot and who understands me and what i went through because it happened to him also.im not stalking anybody because this is public, this was posted on her facebook when we were friends on there, so im not doing anything wrong, i know im saying mean things but i dont mean them because i was splitting and im bpd, im not splitting anymore. you have to understand ive tried so hard to apologize for my wrong doings to her, i never meant to do the things i did. i just wanted to be friends again because we had so much in common and i liked being around her, alot. i dont have many friends and im very lonely, empty, and bored.i miss the life i had when i wasnt diagnosed with bpd, when i had all my friends, money and everything else around me. when we were friends but now its not the same, its different and i feel apathy towards this different life. i hate it.
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