Woe is me, a pity rant by H.E.Storey
Right havn't been on here in AGES (sorry everyone) but feel the need to rant a bit.
Had my interview this morning to be head of Northumbria student radio. Some parts went really well but then i couldn't answer some questions, totally froze. Anyway i'm not sure if i've got the job. I really want it as it may lead to keeping the job next year. It's SUCH a big deal to me.
Came in a bit demoralised. Watched tv for about 40 mins and the phone rang, was flatties mother. Anyhow i didn't think flattie was in but i knocked on her door and turns out she was. She obv heard me come in and didn't bother to say hello. When she finished on the phone i was like "hi, sorry i didn't realise you were in or i'd have said hello" then she went "sorry i'm busy working" or something like that in this tone and walked out the room without saying anything else. Havn't seen her since monday so was gonna ask if she was ok, you know a small bit of chit chat, obv thats too difficult to manage.
So yeah, i obv don't matter. I'm a good flatmate, sorry but i am. I clean, i tidy, i'm really laid back and don't make much noise. She owes me £100's for bills and don't nag for the money. I think i'm a nice person.
Sorry but am insulted, when she wants something i'm always there for her. I sit and listen to all her rants and i don't even get a hello.
Normally we get on quite well but today i've just had enough. For once today was about me. Am upset cos i think i screwed up my interview and ruined any chance for my future career, all i needed was someone to chat to, to listen to my problems for once.
God today sucks.
I just need a hug.
Had my interview this morning to be head of Northumbria student radio. Some parts went really well but then i couldn't answer some questions, totally froze. Anyway i'm not sure if i've got the job. I really want it as it may lead to keeping the job next year. It's SUCH a big deal to me.
Came in a bit demoralised. Watched tv for about 40 mins and the phone rang, was flatties mother. Anyhow i didn't think flattie was in but i knocked on her door and turns out she was. She obv heard me come in and didn't bother to say hello. When she finished on the phone i was like "hi, sorry i didn't realise you were in or i'd have said hello" then she went "sorry i'm busy working" or something like that in this tone and walked out the room without saying anything else. Havn't seen her since monday so was gonna ask if she was ok, you know a small bit of chit chat, obv thats too difficult to manage.
So yeah, i obv don't matter. I'm a good flatmate, sorry but i am. I clean, i tidy, i'm really laid back and don't make much noise. She owes me £100's for bills and don't nag for the money. I think i'm a nice person.
Sorry but am insulted, when she wants something i'm always there for her. I sit and listen to all her rants and i don't even get a hello.
Normally we get on quite well but today i've just had enough. For once today was about me. Am upset cos i think i screwed up my interview and ruined any chance for my future career, all i needed was someone to chat to, to listen to my problems for once.
God today sucks.
I just need a hug.