fooling yourself
It is amazing to think that your mind can completely block something out because it knows that you can't hadle it. And then at the most inopertune time it resurfaces and FORCES you to deal with it or be consumed by it. With all I have studied in psychology and... and how could I not have remembered? how could I forget something like that?
The fact that my own mind hid it from me is what is really disconcerting. It is a shock to learn that you can't even trust yourself!
The fact that my own mind hid it from me is what is really disconcerting. It is a shock to learn that you can't even trust yourself!