im a tad bit confused..
so i went to ga this last week and to alabama.. man i saw him.. it was crazy..
when i was talking on the phone with him candaces stupid but put on unconditional by george straight.. i cant listen to that song without thinking about him... and i almost started to cry but i kept myself together to talk to him
i thought i was over him but the feelings are still there.. ugh.. it was fun tho.. i dont know what im going to do i miss that boy lots and lots.. ugh.. i guess i will just have to live with the fact that he is not mine anymore.. no more long convo's on the fone or online with him.. and if there is i cant tell him that i love him anymore... i miss him more then anything.. like when we left and the drive back to atlanta i freaking thought about him and "us" ugh why... ugh man.. im getting myself sick again.. almost like when we broke up and i fasted for like 3 straight days and ended up in the hosptial.. this is not good for me anymore. im so thru with guys and ugh the whole love thing sucks big butt... dont fall in love.. take my advice.. love fucking sucks...
when i was talking on the phone with him candaces stupid but put on unconditional by george straight.. i cant listen to that song without thinking about him... and i almost started to cry but i kept myself together to talk to him
i thought i was over him but the feelings are still there.. ugh.. it was fun tho.. i dont know what im going to do i miss that boy lots and lots.. ugh.. i guess i will just have to live with the fact that he is not mine anymore.. no more long convo's on the fone or online with him.. and if there is i cant tell him that i love him anymore... i miss him more then anything.. like when we left and the drive back to atlanta i freaking thought about him and "us" ugh why... ugh man.. im getting myself sick again.. almost like when we broke up and i fasted for like 3 straight days and ended up in the hosptial.. this is not good for me anymore. im so thru with guys and ugh the whole love thing sucks big butt... dont fall in love.. take my advice.. love fucking sucks...