Sep 09, 2003 21:39
When my Dad fired Josh a week and a half ago, I figured my life was over. But actually, it hasn't been too bad. Josh is doing a lot better because he isn't stressing all the time now. I am doing better too because instead of spending every waking hour in that place, I work, and as soon as I am done, Josh comes and gets me. It makes life a lot easier! I know it won't last long, but it's really nice. I'm enjoying the break..:)
My Dad said something to me about Josh when I got home yesterday. He told me that if Josh and I are going to stay together forever like I say then we will have to work past this but he doesn't want Josh out running his mouth like he has been. I was like WTF?! He said that someone told him Josh said that if my parent's try doing or saying anything else to get between Josh and I that I will run away and that they need to leave us alone because we are getting married in a year anyway. I know who told him that! Ron did. That's not how it was though. Ron said, "I'm surprised they're still letting you see their little girl." and Josh said, "There's no point in them trying to stop it, we'll be getting married in a year anyway." I hate how people always twist things! It always $%*! me!
Then he said he heard from someone outside of Goodyear (I really wonder who it can be) that Josh is telling his family members the reason he got fired is because his girlfriend (me) was messing with someone at work. I know that is a lie because I have been w/ Josh when he has told his family members. Josh is an honest guy, he's admitted that he got fired and why. He's not going to lie, just like he wasn't lying when he called Wendy a stupid bitch. My Dad is so immature and always believes everyone else, never me! It drives me crazy! I am past lying and getting in trouble. I just want to grow up!
Tomorrow I have my first ever gyno visit. I'm scared! I know it is going to be so embarassing and I'm afraid it'll be painful. My Mom is making me go. Mothers always make their daughters do things they don't want to, have you noticed that? It sucks! I don't want anyone looking at my stuff!