Christmas Eve
so on waking up this morning, i feel a bit better about everything. i shouldnt feel bad cuz its not like i have kept Kaylie from sperm donor..he had his monthly visit..he doesnt need another one until next month. i have too much to do and this is my favorite holiday that i shouldnt let him ruin it. im ok.
im happy about Christmas but i have so much to get done with today before our lil party tonight. tomorrow is going to be a lot of fun..i love Christmas morning. it will be nice to be spending the afternoon with RJ and his family too. so theres lots to look forward to and i need to keep my head up. i havent done anything wrong.
why oh why must it be raining like crazy here instead of snowing. its so gloomy out but i put on all the Christmas lights in the house so it wouldnt be gloomy in here. MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!
im happy about Christmas but i have so much to get done with today before our lil party tonight. tomorrow is going to be a lot of fun..i love Christmas morning. it will be nice to be spending the afternoon with RJ and his family too. so theres lots to look forward to and i need to keep my head up. i havent done anything wrong.
why oh why must it be raining like crazy here instead of snowing. its so gloomy out but i put on all the Christmas lights in the house so it wouldnt be gloomy in here. MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!