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so where do i start? so much to be smiling about and so much to be bitching about. hmmmm..well i got my period yesterday. the cramps are suckin but i took some medicine and i feel a bit better.
sperm donor came over last night...early. i thought that was rude. i was just walking out the door to go to Latonyas house and it was like 6:15 and he was at the door. my mom and Kaylie were still eating dinner..whatever. so he didnt bring any presents, i doubt he even bought any yet..IF he buys any. i fuckin hate him. i hate the fact that i hate someone so much but i cant help it. before he left he asked my mom about Christmas Eve or Day and her coming over his house. PUHLEASE. its holiday time which means show off time..any other time he doesnt really care. he doesnt care period. theres so many ways he could show that he cares..calling, sending things in the mail, etc. so my mom told him we were busy both days and she told him something about going to my uncles on the eastern shore on Christmas Day..well we arent really doing that, me and Kaylie are going with RJs family but she didnt wanna get into that. but still. my mom even told him last month that he should do the Christmas thing this month on his visit and he didnt. i know he knew i wasnt going to let her go over for Christmas. he tried to lay a guilt trip on my mom [it didnt work] that some of his family hasnt seen her. my mom said to him i dont know what to tell you. i would have said u took pics a couple of months ago..show those off. haha what a schmuck. why does he suddenly care at holiday time..oh cuz thats what "good fathers do."??? thats what im guessing. fuck him. honestly...fuck him. im tired of him..he has never been there for her even when me and him were together. Kaylie labels him as a friend and thats all he should be labeled as. i also told his new stepmom when she called last year that Kaylie is not seeing tonys family. i dont know why she called last year..tonys dad didnt give a fuck about her either. oh- i called child support..a full payment was made on the 16th so i should be getting money soon. which is good. he is still in debt though. ok im done my bitching. im not going to worry about him. fuck him and all of it.
me and Latonya had fun last night..she loved her present and i loved mine. she got me Victoria Secret: Love Spell. wow i love it. she got me this cute lil metal basket to hold the stuff and she got me the hand soap, creamy shower wash, creamy lotion, regular lotion, body spray, and bubble bath. wow i looooooooove it. we had fun too..talking and stuff.
today at work..i got presents from the kids and some from co-workers. awwww. so sweet...esp cuz at Holy Trinity last year..the parents were rude..and so were the kids AND i didnt get shit for Christmas. so far this is what i got:
snowman mug and ornament
box of chocolate mints and a snowman jingle bell ornament
birthday lip gloss, vanilla lip gloss and light pink nail polish in a cute lil bag and rudolph socks
$5 to Chick-fil-a and peach bubble bath and a sugar cookie lip gloss
grape lip gloss
$20 cash
White tea and Ginger anti bacterial hand gel and lotion from Bath & Body Works
2 votive candles from Yankee Candle Co..in Christmas tree scent and cinnamon scent with a votive cup that is blue with snowflakes on it
a Cinnamon spice candle [a lil bigger]
a snowman bag that has a bunch of Mary Kay body washes and lotions in it in like 4 different scents each
i think thats everything so far. oh and a parent this morning brought us all breakfast..a huge box full of huge muffins and cookies. yum. i brought some muffins home..chocolate chip and sugar cookies for Kaylie. so that was really nice. well im not going to worry about tony..its over with for now and im not going to feel guilty cuz i do not owe him shit. im going to be happy cuz its Christmas and tonight is Jens party..im excited. i cant wait.
sperm donor came over last night...early. i thought that was rude. i was just walking out the door to go to Latonyas house and it was like 6:15 and he was at the door. my mom and Kaylie were still eating dinner..whatever. so he didnt bring any presents, i doubt he even bought any yet..IF he buys any. i fuckin hate him. i hate the fact that i hate someone so much but i cant help it. before he left he asked my mom about Christmas Eve or Day and her coming over his house. PUHLEASE. its holiday time which means show off time..any other time he doesnt really care. he doesnt care period. theres so many ways he could show that he cares..calling, sending things in the mail, etc. so my mom told him we were busy both days and she told him something about going to my uncles on the eastern shore on Christmas Day..well we arent really doing that, me and Kaylie are going with RJs family but she didnt wanna get into that. but still. my mom even told him last month that he should do the Christmas thing this month on his visit and he didnt. i know he knew i wasnt going to let her go over for Christmas. he tried to lay a guilt trip on my mom [it didnt work] that some of his family hasnt seen her. my mom said to him i dont know what to tell you. i would have said u took pics a couple of months ago..show those off. haha what a schmuck. why does he suddenly care at holiday time..oh cuz thats what "good fathers do."??? thats what im guessing. fuck him. honestly...fuck him. im tired of him..he has never been there for her even when me and him were together. Kaylie labels him as a friend and thats all he should be labeled as. i also told his new stepmom when she called last year that Kaylie is not seeing tonys family. i dont know why she called last year..tonys dad didnt give a fuck about her either. oh- i called child support..a full payment was made on the 16th so i should be getting money soon. which is good. he is still in debt though. ok im done my bitching. im not going to worry about him. fuck him and all of it.
me and Latonya had fun last night..she loved her present and i loved mine. she got me Victoria Secret: Love Spell. wow i love it. she got me this cute lil metal basket to hold the stuff and she got me the hand soap, creamy shower wash, creamy lotion, regular lotion, body spray, and bubble bath. wow i looooooooove it. we had fun too..talking and stuff.
today at work..i got presents from the kids and some from co-workers. awwww. so sweet...esp cuz at Holy Trinity last year..the parents were rude..and so were the kids AND i didnt get shit for Christmas. so far this is what i got:
snowman mug and ornament
box of chocolate mints and a snowman jingle bell ornament
birthday lip gloss, vanilla lip gloss and light pink nail polish in a cute lil bag and rudolph socks
$5 to Chick-fil-a and peach bubble bath and a sugar cookie lip gloss
grape lip gloss
$20 cash
White tea and Ginger anti bacterial hand gel and lotion from Bath & Body Works
2 votive candles from Yankee Candle Co..in Christmas tree scent and cinnamon scent with a votive cup that is blue with snowflakes on it
a Cinnamon spice candle [a lil bigger]
a snowman bag that has a bunch of Mary Kay body washes and lotions in it in like 4 different scents each
i think thats everything so far. oh and a parent this morning brought us all breakfast..a huge box full of huge muffins and cookies. yum. i brought some muffins home..chocolate chip and sugar cookies for Kaylie. so that was really nice. well im not going to worry about tony..its over with for now and im not going to feel guilty cuz i do not owe him shit. im going to be happy cuz its Christmas and tonight is Jens party..im excited. i cant wait.