hello friends
these past couple of months i have been living a lie. a terrible annoying big lie. first i didnt let it bother me, i thought it would pass me by over time.
but, no, it just keeps hurting me more and more. oh, i want to write it out, talk it out, scream it out so bad. who will be there to hear me out but these turtles and these walls. his snore will stop for few seconds and that will be the maximum respond i can ever ask for.
i feel so trapped. i feel wrong, all wrong, i am all wrong, my body is wrong. i, shouldnt even be here...
oh no i am not crying. what are tears for anyway. yes, i have done it so many times and it has done no good to me. it has changed nothing.
oh, what did i do?
what happened? what happened to everything that i loved?
so innocent he is, listen. his low peaceful snore wishes i am there right now to spoon. doesnt think anything is wrong.
nothing is wrong. this is perfect, i am perfect. i am a perfcet girl who cannot breath
<3
but, no, it just keeps hurting me more and more. oh, i want to write it out, talk it out, scream it out so bad. who will be there to hear me out but these turtles and these walls. his snore will stop for few seconds and that will be the maximum respond i can ever ask for.
i feel so trapped. i feel wrong, all wrong, i am all wrong, my body is wrong. i, shouldnt even be here...
oh no i am not crying. what are tears for anyway. yes, i have done it so many times and it has done no good to me. it has changed nothing.
oh, what did i do?
what happened? what happened to everything that i loved?
so innocent he is, listen. his low peaceful snore wishes i am there right now to spoon. doesnt think anything is wrong.
nothing is wrong. this is perfect, i am perfect. i am a perfcet girl who cannot breath
<3