Well...
So, I've been doing pretty well recently dealing with the whole Josh thing. Until last night, for some reason, I completely broke down, and I can't figure it out. I've been doing so well, and it took forever to fall asleep last night... It was bad. I had a dream the other night, it was of Josh and I having a conversation that I remember really having with him, except for then we got married, and then it was me talking to him holding his hand while he died, and him telling me that I would be ok and he would always take care of me and watch over me and that he loved me. It was kinda weird, and I woke up in tears. So, that's about all that's new, 8 days till I leave for Mississippi on our mission trip, it will be good to get out of here for a week. I have to go do some cleaning before work, more later!!!