Life is Full of Suprises...
So Carlos and I had been dating since April 26, 2011 and then this past Thursday September 8, 2011 he decided to end our relationship because he "did not want the obligations of being in a relationship right now." He claims he wants to focus on music and himself, and that I have done nothing wrong. I have battled with believing that for 6 days...I believe now he is right. I loved him and would have done ANYTHING for him, despite the flaws in our relationship. Yet he would rather focus on himself instead of sucking it up, becoming a man, and doing whatever it takes to make a relationship work in addition to succeeding in his calling. I am truly sorry that he feels that way, because I know what he has forfeited. I can be a real hard@#& sometimes, but when I love someone, I LOVE someone. Well...not sure where to go from here...wondering now what God has in store for me next...I hope that one day my friend gets himself together so that he may prosper.