Old Poems
Hi kiddies. Yeah I know I just posted a couple hours ago. But I just found these old poems I wrote. And I thought, wow, how much have a grown since then? I remember when I wrote these. I was so lost and alone. And now I feel complete and loved. I feel like a completely different person...in just a year....I don't know how! But I know I do. And I'm so happy about it. Well expect another post out of me today if I keep feeling the way I do right now. Love ya dolls.
Walk Alone
Day by day I walk alone,
In silence and in pain,
Night by night I sit alone,
And listen to the rain.
I'm paralyzed by fear,
Lonliness has captured me,
Failure fills my life,
Will I ever be set free?
Lost alone in the dark,
The terror growing inside,
I stumbled and I fell,
I just sat down and cried.
What is my purpose,
Why do I carry on?
Would this world be happier,
If I was gone?
Defeat is my present,
Despair is my past,
What's my future?
Still recovering from the blast.
Disjointed thoughts,
They won't conquer me,
My true love will one day come,
And he will set me free.
Today I Saw A Bluebird
Today I saw a bluebird,
High upon a tree,
It opened it's beak,
And sang it's song for me.
A song of peace and happiness,
It floated from above,
A song of constant renewal,
A song of enduring love.
How can a bird know it doesn't exist?
That love is just a sham, a lie,
It stays for but a moment,
And then on the wing it flys.
Maybe the bluebird knew,
That my heart was full of tears,
Maybe that bluebird knew,
I felt old beyond my years.
For to my shoulder it flew,
And it's simple song it spoke,
The sounds reminded me,
The strongest heart, was once broke.
I went on my way,
And though I spoke not a word,
I know I'll be ok,
For today I saw a bluebird.