Sometimes...
Sometimes I even amaze myself. I went to work when I wasn't feeling well and proceeded to hang around outside in the cold without a coat. And surprise of surprises I now have bronchitis. Go figure. Anyways...I hadn't written anything in a couple of days and I thought I should. I've been uploading new songs and playing with game heads. I've finally started to make my peace with the chaos inside my head and my heart. There are a lot of things about myself that I realize now that I didn't realize before. I am not worthless...I may not think I'm worth as much as some other people think I am but at least I don't think I'm worthless anymore and that's a massive step forward. I don't have to doubt the fact that the people who say they love me really do. Because I know that I'm worth enough for them to love. Just thought I'd share my forward progress with everyone. I have found my life is a lot calmer since I made this step. Hopefully the next steps will bring my life into complete and total peaceful bliss.